So yesterday was the last day with my boyfriend for awhile . We planned a camping trip and everything worked out until he had to tell his parents the truth . His mom is so hard to talk to he has to lie. Now she let him stayed but he has no communication with me for 6 weeks. I love him and miss him already . He says nothing to worry about everything will be the same when he gets back and i believe him . I always get scared about loosing him but what girl doesn't. Find someone yeah you may not marry lol but have a great relationship and want to keep it going. It's scary . When we are aloud to see each other i'm scared to see his mom . She doesn't seem to like anyone she is a great person who means well but she is a hard headed person. Idk what to do i want her to know i am a good person to like i mean i want to be able to do something to show or talk to her idk . How do i do this . I want to fix this up with her. My heart sinks all the time around her because it''s like she trys to give me every reason to hate myself more. Or when my boyfriend tells me what she says it hurts. Of course i will never let her ruin this I want to make it right. Maybe i sound stupid but i have a lot to loose if i don't .
So sad right now i can make it without seeing him but it bothers me i dn't know how to make his mom see even thought my boyfriend thinks his mom will never change i want to try to feel better..
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